Wednesday, October 29, 2008
I almost emo this whole today
when pf, joel and me on the way to T20 there, i started emoing
bt the reason to make me emo is.........
shhhh~~ cannot let ppl noe!!
during the gems, i keep silent because dun really feel like to talk
after the lesson end, i leave alone
on the way to mrt station, i cried
quite a long time haven cry already
but dun noe why.... today i really cried lerh
for what ?? for who ??
yea, i think is him bar >> siao da bo
i noe we are from different world
i noe he is having his own favourite girl
i noe he wont like me
i also noe.... we are impossible
at most only can be common friend
i noe!! all these i also noe!! really!!
but i cannot control myself
who can teach me and tell me what should i do ??
juz nw we chat in msn
i told him wat i m thinking
he said something like rejecting me
after that he asked me dun think too much and try to pretend nothing happen
but i really cannot do that
my brain suddenly blank and heart also turn cold like freezing ler
it's indescribable
give up give up give up
and dun think too much ler
jia you barh ^^
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